12/13/12: Messages that I sent to my e-mail from my phone this morning. The TV is usually on at the shelter; I don’t choose the channel. Since the conglomerate began to attack human rights and I protested it doing that, it has been saying that I have a hearing problem and calling me blind. This is the first time that I’ve asked one of those questions of the conglomerate. Also, if I am rude at times during these messages; the way that they treat me would try anyone’s patience.
GMA: I haven’t slept with 5 people. Do you have a hearing problem?
GMA: 9-month-old babies learning to swim? YOU DON’T HAVE A CONSCIENCE!
The Eyeopener weather: Still chilly? And some ‘splashover.’ What should I say? What is there to say? Is the damage caused by the behavior that you are perpetuating not apparent to you?
Don’t forget that you’re the ones, are of the group of people, who aren’t giving me any privacy. You’re the ones hacking my phone and my e-mail while you mercilessly attack my character and endanger my safety with your public behavior. For me to try to defend myself by writing where I know you’ll read it even if I don’t have time to write about you on a blog is my trying to do the best I can with this horrible situation.
I wouldn’t be able to document every slur and endangering action perpetrated by the conglomerate in one hour if I had weeks to do it. This way, it can hear first about the effects of its behavior, and can’t feign ignorance about it.
GMA: Everything about the concert and your reporting of it, starting with the ‘rising up,’ which is encouragement of the behavior of On The Rise, including its VIDEOTAPING OF HOMELESS WOMEN IN THE SHOWER, COULDN’T BE MORE HATEFUL OR MORE VICIOUS.
On The Rise and other places like it are supposed to help people, not violate and exploit them.
Ad: Please stop with the ‘stand up’ references, and start with the ‘nobody should be getting videotaped in the shower’ references.
Everyone who is homeless is homeless because something in his or her life has gone wrong. Who would choose to have a bad life if he or she knew how to have a good life or were able to create one? Even the people who have criminal records AREN’T IN JAIL ANYMORE, AND IT’S NOT FOR YOU TO DECIDE THAT THEY HAVEN’T BEEN PUNISHED ENOUGH. Rich people who commit crimes don’t get punished for them nearly as often as poor people do, and when rich people do go to jail, they get to be rich and to move on with their lives when they get out.
Many homeless people have addiction problems, and, unlike celebrities who have addiction problems, they can’t afford pricey treatment programs. People who think that it’s the same experience at a program or in a hospital when you’re rich versus when you’re not are either genuinely stupid or genuinely stupid. Also, when you’re a homeless person with an addiction problem, NOBODY CARES! There’s no ‘It’s too bad; so much talent and beauty. We’re all hoping you recover! Get better soon!’ Nobody’s calling you fragile or damaged or talking about your troubled childhood; they’re calling you disgusting and pathetic and a burden to society. If you start to do better with your addiction, there’s no magazine interview with you talking about how much you learned about yourself, with pictures of you looking soulful or cheerful.
A lot of homeless women have been raped; this is probably true of a lot of homeless men, too. A lot of them were abused as children, sexually and otherwise. A lot of them have been in mental hospitals. A lot of them are homeless because society fails a lot of people, and the lives that many homeless people have had started and kept them in such a way that even the behaviors and attitudes of lower middle class Americans who are able to get through school and work are totally foreign to them.
The Eyeopener: WOULD YOU STOP USING THE WORD CHILLY! WHAT’S YOUR PROBLEM! YOU AND EVERYONE LIKE YOU ARE RABID!
I hope that the conglomerate will think about what I wrote about homeless people, many of whom annoy me because they don’t know better than to abuse me and other people but who are nonetheless TOTALLY VULNERABLE to what you encourage the people who are supposed to be helping them to do to them.
GMA: I AM NOT A REALITY TV SHOW!
GMA: People on reality TV shows agree to be on them! I SAID NO! I SAID NO ALL THE TIME! I SAID I WAS SUICIDAL BECAUSE OF IT AND WENT TO A CRISIS UNIT AND THEY VIDEOTAPED ME THERE, TOO!
I was also harassed at that crisis unit, and I had to be careful about how I confronted that because the response to being confronted about it was lying and I was the patient and they had the power.
The Eyeopener: STOP USING THE WORD CHILLY! STOP IT! LEAVE ME ALONE!
‘Annie’ the musical?
The previous message was about GMA. This one is, too. ‘A vat of macaroni and cheese that you still think about and want to dive into?’ You’re disgusting and you’re stupid.
GMA weather: then uses the word chilly, talks about wet weather, has an on-screen interaction with the Eyeopener and says ‘Thanks for coming.’ Then the next people on the show start saying ‘make a difference.’ They’re harassers, child molesters, voyeurs and liars! The next thing they do is direct people to a website whose address starts with ‘davidlynch.’
Kelly Ripa’s show is as vicious and stupid as all the rest of them. These people do not have consciences. They ARE monsters; they are dehumanizing, evil monsters.
Copyright L. Kochman, December 13, 2012 @ 6:10 p.m.